Forget about earlier. I've given up, that's that. I managed to make an aweseome friend mad at me, managed to become my own worst enemy, probably made my boyfriend mad, and im going to get a lot of grief from a lot of people. No one understands what i went through, and yet they act like they do. And they yell at me because i am sad. Im tired of trying to get people to somewhat understand, and i just went off on my friend because he tried telling me that i didnt actually feel what i did. He isnt me, he isnt jj, he doesnt know what we felt, well, at least what i felt, i cant say the same for jj. jj is the one who broke me and my heart and my wor